My poor little guy has so many wires and tubes in him now and it's so not natural which makes this whole thing seem barbaric, but I pray that because of all the barbarism and modern technology, he'll survive this awful time in his life. He is a fighter and there are so many people praying for him and for my family which is giving me strength that I didn't think was possible to have in a situation like this. I am not saying it's easy by any means, but My heavenly father is blessing me with such a peace about the decisions we are making for our little guy. With the procedures they are going to do he has a 75% chance to make it out of surgery, and then recover for 2 months and a 65% chance to make it back for the 2nd procedure in the series of procedures that he'll need. His life is not going to be an easy one, but I really do feel a peace that what ever happens to him, I know I will get the opportunity to raise him, weather it's in this life or the next. I know that I am so blessed to have him as a son! You can feel his amazing spirit just being close to him. Heavenly Father loves him and my family and is giving us the strength we could never have on our own.